Your love...

In this road of solitude
Where love kisses my path
Kisses my path with ur touch
I walk under this endless sky
Calling ur memory with every breath;
A hope sparkles with a smile
And stares at ur footsteps
This night is gifted with silence
That echoes ur name in bliss
Love was never so beautiful
With its wings wide open for me
With its eyes craving for ur sight
These sweet nothing and timeless smiles,
Live itself in ur hope
Another day dies down
Waiting for ur presence
Another night sleeps dreaming
Dreaming for our journey
Another breath I enjoy
Waiting for ur touch
Waiting for ur love....

Search for hope........ended!!!

Unlike others.....
He came and slept in my heart..
He spoke like my soul's voice
He made me dream like an angel
He taught me how to trust humanity
He lived in my body
and now he wants to capture my innocence...
Is he justified??
Should I loose myself without the shadow of values??

I was too far to be touched but he wants to lust away his love'
Today I wonder if he really loved me???

Long time, No see

Those unheard words
Echo in the sleepy nights
The days have lived their life
And the pains are either burnt out
Or disowned by me
No grief impresses my tears now
No fate dreams in my sleep any more
Time is a web of moments
That lives itself
With life or death
Neither can the moon be touched
Nor it’s light
Just like neither you could be mine
Nor your love
Silence spoke it all
But the shadows felt it
Years have died now
You stand next to me
With a smiling question
Waiting for me to speak
Turning my emotions to ice
My soul questions
“Where was your presence?
When the sun was setting
Why was your absence felt?
When that night slept with me”
Now the night sleeps for me
It dreams for me
It cries with me
And kisses my pains
She was there when I craved for you
By the way
“Long time, no see”
-Silence

Last night....

I walk in this path of present
Fearing about my lonely future
I long to sleep in your eyes
And bed with your fate

In this deserted walk
Holding the dry hands of solitude
I want to shed my tears
And fade away in you

Let me burn into ashes
If admiration does not bless my love
Let me find myself in your shadow
The mirror you gifted, has lost its glitter

I kept waiting for you last night
And slept with desolation
The windows called your name
to satiates their hunger

They are still waiting for you to close them....

-Silence

Frozen Guilt

The pinch of this unusual pain
Pricks with every gasp of time
It sleeps shamelessly on this bloody floor
And each gulp of air chocks my throat

Guilt is watering my sentiments
And tripping my path with burden
My tears can fill the ocean
And weave the fabric with misery

I thought my heart was stone
But this stone is betraying me
And melting with soreness
That is uninvited here

The acid of yesterday’s anger
Is diseasing my soul with the blame
I thought that my shadow would come
But even she disowned me

The corpse are lying alive
But the coffins are dead
This feeling is burning me by inches
And I live to kill my desires now

Frozen guilt has lived deep inside
But the screams of its spirit
Are unchained and calling me
The candle of my past is crying today…

-silence

Loneliness

Every realization of your loss
Bound my silent nights with ache
That cries on the windows of fear
And waits for your sight

Despair is a guest in my house
And has angered my serenity
The ire of life is cursing me
And her soul hangs on the walls

The last rays of sunshine
Has divorced me from its traces
In this dark gothic morning
My sleep is nailed in this coffin

I am holding the sand of presence
And kissing those dead moments
The ocean of unappeasable patience
Is still sleeping with your body

The waves are tearing its heart
To drink your lifeless passion
Every moment dreams of you
And breathes in the world of illusion…


-silence

Why is man burning?

Every breath is calmly kissing its path
on the disowned way to solitude,
The arms of fire are hugging desires
and watering their anger

Every turn stares at your steps
with the envious eyes of curse
Even the free air is sulking
in the upset breeze of sunset

Insanity employes the demons
to allure the personified soul
and burns the peace to dead ashes
that sway with the gloomy winds of change

Insatiable desires melody sadness
in the ears of greedy mind
frustrating the spring of presence
and forcing the leaves of smile to shed


Those dreams cry over the dead coffin of hope
and mourns over the shackles of sleep
Helpless tears question the serenity of past
Why is man burning?

-Silence

"I fail to write a poem"

I have the streams of emotions in me
I can feel the blood of my pain
I can console my tears even today
I want to carve it into words again

Unassumed by thoughts
I fail to write a poem
Untouched by love
I fail to rain my solitude

Feelings are unable to nurture words
They are still breathing in that time
Where do they actually belong??
They are still sleeping in that criminal past

Please plead them to flower
Persue them to paint a poem
Its an empty search
For the absorbed love in my heart

The lines of grief
Have curtained their exposure
Those verses of tears
Are still hiding from me...

-Silence

A POETS TELEPHONE CALL

“I sowed the seeds of life
And watered it with hope
But the sun of tyranny glared
And cursed it with drought
It inflicted unwanted wounds that are still so fresh
The unhealed injuries
Pictured my end
And drowned my eyes in death
Starving for time
The darkness rusted my breath
I stammered to god to fulfill my death
Which was half gifted

And today,
He heard my prayer
And ended my sorrows
But my last wish remains unconcluded
My wish to be
Weaved into a poem
I want my sigh to drench the paper
I want the pen to cry out my heart
I wish to be a poets theme…”
The voice died away
And the connection got lost
Newspaper was wet with news of blood
With the headlines
‘A great poet died
In communal riots yesterday night’…

- silence

Not just a name!!

The paths of our fate
Have betrayed each other
And those undying tears walk with me
Employed with your memory
My dreams still think of you
With each breath I take
They scream out your name
And prompt me about my sin
But the seasons still rain with your love
The chest of my earth
Still lays for your touch
Loneliness sleeps with open hair
Kisses my house with your dreams
This dream was a sin
But I committed it intentionally
This pain reminds me of you
And blesses me with immortal peace
Bestows on me, the sleep of your feel
I have those precious ages
Wrapped in the dust of presence
And I again see the world sleep
Under the sulking moon
While I stand here
Wanting to spend my life with your stroke
Which bind me with the past
And softly whispers…’your name’

-silence

MY DEATH IS WAITING FOR YOU

The leaves of memories
Are shedding with yet another spring
My eyes are still sipping your love
The echo of silence breezes into my ear

Chained by the dead past
Buried into my dreams
Sleeps a hunger
On the bed of my cursed life

Each promise dwells in my shadow
And merges into an undying hope
Departed by the rapture of pleasure
The sun of remorse never rests

They mourn at my immortal death
That haunts my essence
They burn their ray of condolence
And slaughter the head of my legend

Disregarding their belief
I lay on the silk of death
That is calling me by inches
And dropping the curtain slowly

My desire still waits for you
And pleads time to spare a moment
But the curtains are dropping
And my tale rests unconcluded…

-silence